It is hard to put into words what I am currently feeling. Not that I really want the internet to know what I am currently feeling, or ever feeling. If I really wanted anyone and everyone to know that, well, I would be a dunderhead.
My past few weeks have been really sweet. Going to the beach with the Browns what amazing, and leading worship at CAC this week went really well. So, you could say my summer is going well. Yet, I feel the pressure of school rising from the depths waiting to crush my heart and soul as I leave for another 8 month torture session 4 states away from home. More pressure is here because there hasn't been a super steady job this summer. Let alone the 2 or 3 I wanted. So, I need money for a lot of different things. The problem is I haven't been making any. So, who knows if I'll be able to come home for thanksgiving to not..
School will bring some money with it but that is it. Not a whole lot.
The problem is that I have been making plans and wanting to do so many things. I need to just let it up to God. And hopefully they will work out to the best.
